January 2012
No sleep. Don’t sleep. Can’t sleep. Won’t sleep.
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I wish I would just sleep forever.
And not in the sense of ‘I just want to sleep cause in tired’.
Lately, I’ve just been sad.
I don’t have a reason to be sad. I don’t know why I am.
I just am.
I wish I knew whats wrong with me.
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Girls on instagram: her face, her outfit, her face with her friends face, her nails, cute stuff, food, implied photos.
Guys on instagram: food, random stuff, occasional face, body shots.
trishdafishh:
arthurjames:
If I ever had to commit suicide, I think I’d jump off a cliff or some high point with a nice view.
I wouldn’t mind having my last few seconds on earth staring at something beautiful.
// Golden Gate Bridge
That’s what I was thinking. Haha. Great minds think alike.
If I ever had to commit suicide, I think I’d jump off a cliff or some high point with a nice view.
I wouldn’t mind having my last few seconds on earth staring at something beautiful.
It’s sad to see people point out flaws in others just to one up themselves.
Everyone does stupid shit and so do you. You aren’t all high and mighty because you haven’t made that mistake yet. Chances are you will soon. Or you have already and grown from it.
Give everyone else a chance to grow.
Has anyone else noticed my slow transformation from a quiet, optimistic nice guy to a straight up douchebag?
Me too.
I kinda wish you would just disappear from my life so I didn’t have to worry about all of this.
I kinda wish I could just go back in time just to redo things.
I kinda wish that this was just like some teenage love movie where we would just drop everything and fall madly in love.
I kinda wish I was dead.
I kinda wish I didn’t think about this.
I kinda wish I could combine all these...
Fuck.
Cussing eases the pain. And I don’t think holes in walls solve anything.
I need an outlet for all this frustration.
I hate tumblr.
It ruins lives man.
alejaki:
fagg0tpamela:
I honestly don’t wanna waste my time on someone who has no time for me.
^ This is why everything I ever have with anyone will always fail.
Every. Fucking. Time.
Dude… You get me….
This whole sopa/pipa thing had my mind going for a bit. Would life with a censored Internet really be as bad as we thought it would? I mean most of our parents grew up without it and they survived, we’d just be setting back to old standards.
Would it really be a hell on earth without the Internet? Or would we just learn to appreciate the world around us rather than the artificial world...
mypetwussy:
white girls are perfect real talk
Agreeable.
As much as I want to hangout with her…
I’d rather her telling me she’d hit me up later because she has to finish her paper or something related to her studies.
Ambitious girl. I believe I found you. But I wonder if it’ll work out.
It would be so nice if every post on your tumblr and instagram wasn’t your face. So nice.
It’s not that you’re not beautiful, but I’m just so tired of seeing you.
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alejaki replied to your post: You know those corny/cute chats that people post…
they’re fake because life is fake. ALKOHAL.
BAM! Said it all.
Ladies and Gents, Alex James Kim
You know those corny/cute chats that people post on tumblr?
I really wonder where that actually comes into play haha. I have never seen/heard of someone saying those corny lines.
People always look for the quick fix. Rebound girl/guys, drugs, drinking, running away from it all, or just ignoring it.
Doesn’t really fix it all, just masks it. Like putting perfume or cologne over a piece of shit.
It’ll smell good, but its still a piece of shit.
Everywhere I turn, they’re all typical. Guys, girls.
Same style, same personality, same wants/needs, etc.
And the funny part is that they’re all friends.
Oh goodness gracious.
I miss this feeling.
Maybe if you didn’t put up so much resistance I wouldn’t be so persistant. You might see it as annoying but I see it as devotion so why are you so blind to not see it but everyone else around is a witness in agreement. The least you can do is acknowledge my existence and treat me like an equal rather than condescend and look down on my level.
Get off you’re own pedestal and get...
I feel clingy.
Its not that I have a girl every other week. Its not that I’m a player. I may complain about a different girl every week but its not for reasons you think of.
Its just the fact that I fall too easy and move on quickly. Believe me when I say that I don’t stay unless theres something there. And if there isn’t, get over it and move on.
Keep moving forward.
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Oh lawdy.
I am completely gullible.
Why? Because I trust you.
Yeah. I hope you feel bad now.
Loljknotreally.
Writing seems like my only output for my emotions lately. Friends may stand by me but never really are there for me. Physically available but emotionally occupied. I won’t force them to feel what I’m feeling but I guess condolences will do. Dance can’t seem to get rid of all my frustration when were concentrating on cleanliness so I guess I’ll wait till the performance to...
She’s just a friend. She’s just a friend. She’s just a friend. She’s just a friend. She’s just a friend. She’s just a friend. She’s just a friend. She’s just a friend. She’s just a friend. She’s just a friend. She’s just a friend. She’s just a friend.
Maybe if I keep telling myself that, I’ll start to believe it.
I don’t know how many times I’ve said this… but I’ll just say it again!
My tumblr seems so much more depressing than I really am… haha.
Shoot me
And here’s where the jealousy kicks in haha.
I trip over the smallest things. I need to control my emotions.
Some pictures and their captions don’t make sense.
Like the caption says ‘so tired, I don’t want to go to school’ and the picture would be her, all dressed up, with makeup on, and a huge smile on her face.
How does that even match? Goodness.
I spend these weekends alone lately. Stuck in my room with the TV off so all I can hear is my own breathing. Just chillin’ in my boxers since no one can see me. Friends are probably off having a blast somewhere else. The family downstairs are just sitting down and watching TV.
I don’t know where my weekends went and I don’t know why they left, but I guess this time alone has...
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I hope you’re not just another pretty face. I have an acquired taste so I’m not familiar with the usual. Dolled up girls with cake faces. Head to toe with name brands. LV bags and Prada glass, has so much money but no class. Got her chin up to the sky and her glare down to the ‘unworthy’ public around her. Coke bottle body, pretty much a hottie, but personality is the...
I feel like I’m a nuisance.
Feels like every time I put my two cents in I get shot down. And when I try to make sense of things my voice is meet acknowledged. Best friends only put up with me and friends can’t wait to get away from me. Strangers want to shut my mouth to mute my obnoxious voice and smart ass remarks and family talks crap about me in a foreign language.
I feel like...
Can’t sleep. But who am I to say that knowing that everyone is probably still awake anyway. Lololol c:
Possibly ruin a friendship or start a new relationship? Idk.
Asdfghjkl;
Don’t be a tease.
Seriously.
Hate that shizz.
I don’t trust my feelings.
They never lead me in the right direction. Wants are confused with needs and bring me to paths I would never travel if I had thought it through. Lust and love are always mistaken and I end up chasing the wrong girl. And wrong and right seem to mirror each other so well, that when I do right I still feel like I do wrong, and when I do wrong it feels so right.
If I...
Gosh I’m such a dork. HAHA.
WatchOh snapp!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!
Ripped stockings always seem so seductive to me.
So I sit here, seeing you at the corner of my eye. I feel like its the only way to see you. Because looking directly at you would probably be creepy… And I can only hope you’re looking at me.
But at the corner of my eye… At the corner of my eye, I see you looking towards me. But when I look, you weren’t. It’s just my mind playing tricks on me.
Over analyzing just...