I don’t trust my feelings.

They never lead me in the right direction. Wants are confused with needs and bring me to paths I would never travel if I had thought it through. Lust and love are always mistaken and I end up chasing the wrong girl. And wrong and right seem to mirror each other so well, that when I do right I still feel like I do wrong, and when I do wrong it feels so right.

If I didn’t trust my feelings I’d be playing it safe. But if I did, then I’d hate myself in the long run.

Just taking precautions won’t do anymore. I need something different.